everything under the sun.

my dear, we’re slow dancin’ in a burnin’ room.

time to let John Mayer sing me to sleep.
i swear if this woodpecker fucking wakes me up AGAIN, i will shoot it. fucking devil bird. find a tree somewhere, stop using my side of the house.

i guess this is a bad idea, the JM thing. it’ll only make me have dreams about someone i don’t wanna be dreamin’ about. it just makes it harder to stop missing you? i’ve never been one to want a second chance. because i believe you shouldn’t fuck it up the first time. but this time, i fucked it up. and let me just tell you, what i wouldn’t give for another shot with you. you are perfect for me, but you don’t see it that way. i am aware of this, and i accept it to some extent. i just miss you more than i’ve ever missed any boy.

but why you? you’re nothin’ special.
maybe i’m delusional. or i think too much about good times. you really aren’t perfect. you pissed me off and you acted like a baby. so why can’t i stop trippin’ over you?
fuck that.

out of sight, outta mind.

shits and gigs?

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
of course! he’s my daddy! :)

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
yeah, i’m 18.

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
never?

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
depends. i might roll my windows up on you. ;D

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
no, i’m not dating or talking to anyone. but that’s happened before.

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
mmhmn. /:

7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
shorts and a Dead shirt.

8. How often do you listen to music?
erryday.

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
sweats!

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?
not really, but it’d be rad if it did in a positive way. :)

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
depends on my mood, but mostly social!

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
hajahahaha yeah.

13. What about ‘R’?
on the cheek!

14. Can you drive a stick shift?
sure can’t!

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
nooooope!

16. Are you going out of town soon?
i wish.

17. When was the last time you cried?
when we got robbed..

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
yeah buddy! :)

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
heeeeelllll no!

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
no, but i would do anything for this man i call my father.